Missing You

I miss you
...the way you used to call having plenty of senseless stories to tell

I miss you
.. the way you used to text me just to check me out if I had eaten already

I miss you
...the way you used to greet me time after time

I miss you
...the way you used to be the first to check me out in the morning and also the last one at night

I miss you
...the way you used to tell me your kiddie-like stuff and corny jokes that even makes me laugh

I miss you
...the way you used to call me "sis"

I miss you
...the way you used to ask me to sing for you

I miss you
...the way you used to wake me up in the morning just to let me hear my favorite song and talk nonstop knowing I'm still sleepy

I miss you
... the way you used to invite me to go out with you over and over and over again even though I had always turned it down

I miss you
... the way you used to tell me 'bout your past relationship and how you want to forget everything about it

I miss you
...the way you used to state your work grievances and seem to wait for my concurrence

I miss you
...the way you used to seem present at all times I need you even when your not

I miss you
...the way you used to console me whenever I'm on the verge of breaking down

I miss you
...the way you used to say sorry a thousand times just for a single mistake

I miss you
...the way you used to treat me diff'rently that I seem to be even better than what I think of myself

I miss the way I strive for more 'coz I know you believe in me that much


I miss the FRIEND I have in you...
I miss living my life the day I had been with you...
I'm missing you...

haay! it has been days of loneliness that even i can't figure why..

even i don't know what made me feel that way,,. that sensitive to things that i should't have paid attention.. waheheh!!

i wonder what chemical is running along inside of me that has made feel such stupid sensation..

i hate when i cry...

aww,, what's important now is i'm fine already!! woohoo

I hate IT!!!

I hate runaways...
...It breaks up my strength to move forward that it brings tears to my face

I hate goodbyes...
...It makes my heart scream in pain but all i can do is end up in sorrowful sighs

I hate takings for granted...
...it makes me ill but still, all I can do is accept the fucking reality instead

I hate leaving...
...it gives so much ache that I have to move on alone in my life even I have if I have planned my future with that someone in it

I hate it when I act like this..

I hate it when it turns out to be my greatest flaw...