Sunday, March 22, 2009

He is the ONE =)

Another day passes by, i'm dreamin' of you,
And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come true,
Somewhere, somehow i'll find you even though it takes all of My life{all of my life}
And when I finally do{and when I finally do}
I know inside my heart{ I know inside my heart}
That there could be no doubt,
I knew it from the start {you are the one}
you are the one That i've been searching for my whole life through, {you are the one}
you are the one that i've been looking for And now that I have found you, {duet}
i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms
You are the one
Another night spent alone
I'm lying in the dark{lying in the dark}
I don't know your name But I know your voice sings to my heart{voice sings to my heart}
A sweet melody, a symphony of love
I know that come one day{i know that come one day}
I time for you and me{a time for you and me}
To finally be together, cause I know we're meant to be {repeat cho. except last sentence} Forever's a meaningless word
Even though you're here with me
Here by my side,
here in my heart {duet}
i'll never let you go i'll hold you in my arms
{you are the one} you are the one that i've been searching for my whole life through
{you are the one}that i've been looking for and now that I have found you {duet}
i'll never let you go,
i'll hold you in my arms {repeat 1}
Cause you are the one, you are the one

i really am happy

after a very long time, I finally found the one gives me the love than I ever deserve,.\\

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

KEEPING FRIENDS

1) The best way to have a friend is to be a friend.

2)You must develop a great deal of ACCEPTANCE & PATIENCE. You must accept people and not try to change them to suit you.

GOOD FRIENDSHIP develops out of certain amount of UNCONDITIONAL POSITIVE REGARDS.

REAL FRIENDSHIP has to be something that clicks between people. It can't be forced & doesn't work if it is one-sided.

You need to spend time and energy selecting and developing friends from those who are interested rather than lamenting the fact that some people with whom you'd like to be friendly doesn't seem to be interested..

-an excerpt from a book

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the odds!!

well, I really am going through lots of self confusion..
I think there's something wrong with me..
Am I the person I know these past few days???
maybe I am not just used to these kinds of things..
all the life that i have ever known is having fun.. I really find comfort with my friends.. They play a really big role in my overall existence.. I find peace when I'm with them,. motivating me to push through and do everything coz I know they believed in me..
and now,, suddenly I'm experiencing this.. I know this has a reason.. to make me stronger,. but damn it,, I still am human, I also run tired of troubling things that keeps on going on..
I don't know if there's something wrong with me ... All I know is that I never intentionally did things that could hurt anybody...
and it hurts ..a lot of things hurt .. a lot of thoughts hurt ...
and lot of people ... uhh..
all I know is I'm hurting..

Sunday, January 18, 2009

ang mga tao nga naman!!

sala sa init sala sa lamig..

pag ginawa mu yun,.. kesyo dapat ganun ang ginawa,

kung yung isa naman ang ginawa mo,. mali pa din!!

kung wala kang sariling utak ang desisyon,,. masisiraan ka ng bait!!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

realization!!

woooohh!!! at last the chaos was over!!


i remember myself last oct.

"hay ang buhay ko kakatamad. sobrang plain."

that's what i thought.. time passed by..

nov. na...

second semester!

until one by one.. all the emotional problems fall over that I don't know how to pull myself out of the dark.. I really was turned into something i am not.. I had a lot of probs with all the people closest people and I thought were true to me.


ang hirap pala talaga..


I really don't know how to keep it all inside me that bursting into tears is all I end up doing...

I came to a point that I don't know if there's something wrong with me..
.......... as if it's hard trusting me.



I guess it's just a test ...


well, I don't know.. I had been true ever since...


and I guess the saying " lahat ng sobra ay masama" is true!!

I had always given the real friendship I could always offer but I cannot receive what I ought to have.. oooohhh how sad


well the good thing about what happened is that

i'VE REALIZED WHO'S WORTHY OF KEEPING THAN ALL THE OTHERS

LUMALABAS TALAGA KUNG SINONG TOTOONG KAIBIGAN!! =)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Filled With Anxiety

I was hurting...
That I stupidly focused on the wrong things that make me sad
and forget 'bout the people who are always willing to offer good reminiscences

I felt betrayed...
That I've come to apoint if condemnation of all the peolpe that surrounds me
feeling that they would all gonna hurt me

I felt depressed...
That it was like carrying all the emotional grim thoughts on my own

I was quite numb...
That I don't know how to sort things out on people who have been so close to me
yet hurt me much deeply

I was confused
That I don't know if there's something wrong with me

I was searching...
That I want to look for myself on my own
away from all the people I've known

I was lost...
That I've forgotten to notice the best people
who chose to care 'bout me